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There's the obvious "believe in god" thing, but it's been so long that I don't really remember what it's like.

After that, I think the thing that I still kind of identify with is the military. I got out in 2018 and I still catch myself doing and saying things that don't make any sense to anyone else. It's really hard. My wife hated it and spent a decade trying to push me out and I've regretted it every day for the last 8 years.