Writing is the only way I know to take out all the negative sensation I have. I don't want to keep it, so I try to make something useful of it, like this post.
And yes, for almost 20 years of my life, I had someone to share all my glories, mistakes and life. Now, that I'm on my own, it's everything new to me. I don't know if I'm gonna be alright, honestly, I don't think about it but I don't want to feel this by my own, so I'm trying to make something useful of it. Keep the loneliness for me is not good, as a matter of fact, some months ago, I found Grateful Space, a nostr-web-grateful room, which reminds me every day that I should thank for all the good things I'm developing on my life because I won't stop to grow.
It's just...that I'm now harvesting my labors, I feel this need of showing someone what I accomplished. Since I'm alone, I have two states at once: I'm happy for myself because I made it and I'm sad because....I'm alone.
Writing is the only way I know to take out all the negative sensation I have. I don't want to keep it, so I try to make something useful of it, like this post.
And yes, for almost 20 years of my life, I had someone to share all my glories, mistakes and life. Now, that I'm on my own, it's everything new to me. I don't know if I'm gonna be alright, honestly, I don't think about it but I don't want to feel this by my own, so I'm trying to make something useful of it. Keep the loneliness for me is not good, as a matter of fact, some months ago, I found Grateful Space, a nostr-web-grateful room, which reminds me every day that I should thank for all the good things I'm developing on my life because I won't stop to grow.
It's just...that I'm now harvesting my labors, I feel this need of showing someone what I accomplished. Since I'm alone, I have two states at once: I'm happy for myself because I made it and I'm sad because....I'm alone.