She may find being responsible for choices that influence both of your futures more daunting than you being an immediate physical threat. Why we fear responsibility might loop back around to a belief that we are incapable of individual survival.

Is indecision indicative of a fear of responsibility (some consequence in the future) or immediate rejection? This could be part of the perspective on what indecision is that I was missing when I wrote this initially.

I am feeling better!!!!

I’ve been plodding through an abridged version The Arabian Nights for about 6-8 months and got to a point where I think the actual stories, the themes and plots compound in complexity as you read through all the nights (how’s that for Islamic aesthetics, jeez Louise).

I already miss the earlier nights, so I got part 1 of 3 of a “complete” translation. Part 1 seems to be just as big as my “complete” abridged version. If I can read all these AND all of Billy Shakespeare, man. That’ll be a life well-read.

(I can already imagine all the more strange and obscure classics to read after. Ha ha ha…)

Learn how to show up and stick to a certain consistent quantity of writing every day (3 pages is a good place to start). IMO, dgaf about quality, subject matter, sense - and especially just allow yourself to just ride the wave of it (i.e. if it gets emotional, if it gets mundane, just stick with it until your allotted pages are up for the day). Also - get frustrated. make a mess, scream at your journal, throw it off a roof. It’s a book and you are its owner. But also caress it, hold it gently, cry into it - in short, do what you want to do with it and use it as an opportunity to learn about yourself today and create who you want to be tomorrow.

I explain my morning writing process to people and they say it sounds like word vomit. If writing a “big project” is like weaving a tapestry, learning how to excavate and extract your most base thoughts on anything and everything is like spinning cotton fibers.

IMO, when you don’t let yourself actually write like this it becomes a trick pony performance project of leaving a carefully constructed record of who you think you are. I thought I’d be writing creative fiction by now. I actually end up writing a lot of essays on morality. Would not have found that part of me if I had forced myself into writing only on certain things - or god forbid, only wrote when I felt like it.

I’ve been writing like this for about 3 years now. Anywhere from 3-20 pages a day. I still “wish” I was doing more “creative writing” but it’s amazing to have a real opinion on anything. And to have an appreciation for the finer points of writing, prosody > “concision” 🤮

What do you think is the motivation both for Lady Macbeth and Macbeth to commit the murder? I think "greed" is thrown around as the answer, but I wonder if "faithlessness" may also be credited: It is prophesied that Macbeth would be king, what would motivate quickening that prophecy besides impatience, what motivates impatience? We have greed - greed, like faithlessness, indicates a lack or an insecurity in the character. But I just wonder if faithlessness, and the haughty arrogance that we put upon ourselves to avoid that fragility in the face of a known-unknown destiny could just as easily be the answer to why Lady Macbeth got all up in arms about murdering the king.

So, a lot of more modern interpretations focus on the aspect of greed. I think Macbeth is the most (or more) parodied of Shakespeare's plays by modern avant-garde dramatists and playwrights. You could see Eugene Ionesco's Macbett or Alfred Jarry's Ubu Roi, both of which center on ambition, greed, cowardice, both written in context of changing economic and social values post-industrial revolution (Jarry's was pretty good if too politically aggressive, it was just so stupid - I didn't read Ionesco's yet, but I've read some of his work and I think he is just a touch too pompous). I have my own suspicions about how narrowly writers can view their own context - to criticize the change of society and social class without reconciling the ample opportunities presented through technological development, but that's a long tangent that is not fully developed.

As for Macduff, there are a lot of different answers we could consider. The first that comes to my mind is, maybe he considered it was more dangerous for his family to be with him. Most reasonable people would target the man and not the family in the event of these more archaic power struggles.

The fact of the witches is probably why I prefer to think about faith instead of greed when it comes to the baser themes of the play. Shakespeare does deal a good amount with metaphysical and divine themes although considerably less than his medieval predecessors - before Shakespeare's time, what was popular were mystery and miracle plays (some people theorize this is what he watched growing up) which were laden heavily with Christian themes, iconography, and characters. Shakespeare was part of the English Renaissance, so much of his work incorporated classical and "pagan" elements. I think the return to the classics always has something to do with a reaffirmation and realignment to what are the most "high" or "ideal" aspects of humanity, especially following an age of barring access to information, repression, forced conformity. To make the characters witches instead of more regular Christian demons or the devil could say to the audience, yes, we live in a world where this is believed as well, "This happened too." To affirm folk history is to affirm history...anyway...

I also read once that the reference to the witches has to do with the historical aspect of the play, it being commissioned by a king during the time of a witch hunt. But I read this once, somewhere, and I can't find the reference for it, so take it as that.

I wonder what this guy is doing to create productive work for young people. His tone really screams “You kids get off my lawn” and smacks of someone who has never even had a conversation with a “Gen Z” kid.

Those I’ve met who are not “success posturing” are relatively listless and have little understanding of what’s important to them and what could be important. I suspect (young) people panic to fulfill independence when they are told that they cannot achieve it and make mistakes along the way. More and more I consider debt a (potential) Faustian bargain for the future and it boggles me that “Buy Now Pay Later” is legal.

I say potential because there are situations in which taking on debt COULD make sense - a lower/middle income family taking out a mortgage to own a home still makes sense to me! Where is the literature for young people what is good debt and what is bad debt? Where’s the Sesame Street special on that…

Wouldn't the way the website is designed mean that you continue to see the content from people that you trust? Sorry if I don't understand this well enough

Whatever you go with, always read Shakespeare out loud. That is how you can feel the contribution to English through the prosody of his writing.

It's hard to really recommend what you should read first, since I don't know you. But when I was in high school we read Romeo and Juliet first. Hamlet is pretty great for very young people too, as Hamlet is like 17.

I found Richard III more interesting than Macbeth, personally. Macbeth has more spooky stuff and the theme of guilt whereas Richard III has a lot more to do with interpersonal drama. I'm just going to free-flow ramble about the different ways these particular plays could be connected (and so a sort-of suggestion of how to read them). Always read Shakespeare out loud. You could easily get bored or confused with the text otherwise, and like I said, you start reading out loud like an actor, you'll understand why he's still so celebrated today.

Othello - Hamlet - Macbeth - Richard III : a cycle on tragedy, villainy, choice, hate. Read these in any order; my order has to do with a weird hero vs villain virtue math that I'm still debating with myself over.

Romeo and Juliet - Antony and Cleopatra : there are enough parallels to enjoy these two together

Julius Caesar - Antony and Cleopatra : IMO Marc Antony may have been one of Shakespeare's favorite heroes from ancient times and you see a lot of him in these.

Much Ado About Nothing - A Midsummer Night's Dream : comedies more to do with frivolity, antics, and folly - as opposed to idiocy or lunacy (Shrew)

The Taming of the Shrew : I read this recently, this is a rather standalone play as its comedic literary conventions are (and were historically) rather rough if you forget the induction. I would read the Wikipedia page about this ("Analysis and Criticism" - "Themes") afterword to complement it.

I would pick up a copy of Twelfth Night or even Two Gentlemen of Verona before you read The Taming of the Shrew to get a better idea of Shakespeare's "typical" comedies...Shrew does not have a true "center of good" character IMO, which makes it one of the more challenging of Shakespeare's plays to reconcile with (especially as a comedy): everyone sucks and you are left wondering wtf sort of world is this. The framing technique Shakespeare uses at the start of the play is essential to understanding "the joke" but for a lot of people historically, it is not enough and the play can leave the audience a bit uncomfortable. The movie 10 Things I Hate About You is an adaptation that really brings together the story and modernizes it in a way that is hyper-palatable and lovable.

Most of the new Pixar/Disney are too “engineered sentimental” for my taste. I remember liking Wall-E and feeling lukewarm about Up, and after that I just haven’t gotten into another one. It feels dishonest and played out

I think you and I are in the audience of ten who actually watched Doghouse all the way. It’s made for those actors who think that that time they did Equus was the most important work of their lives…

Are there any books you'd recommend for the inner (spiritual) game of Tai Chi?

I guess I’m more of a Buddhist: the idea of “cultivating” a “mindset” has never made much sense considering the incredible transience of the mind. It is much more akin to a sandcastle than something to be fortified. In fact, to fortify a mindset seems to be just putting up a front to your idea of who you should be. And if it were really who you are, would you need to cultivate and fortify it so much - or could you let it grow like a wild and dense forest?

Your argument appears to center around this idea of the individual willing their thoughts to create a new reality, beginning with the perception of their current reality. This is something a bit parroted in derivative modern mystic perspectives and belies the point of physical-spiritual practices such as prayer and meditation that cultivate a relationship with the body. I wonder if you’ve read Tolle’s The Power of Now.

A scientific perspective on the use of the mind in a top-down fashion is this: The best that thought processes (a tertiary brain function) can do to influence our behavior is to change our perspective of “ourselves” and “the past” via frameworks and perspectives, and so influence habitual behaviors. This means seeking knowledge to have a better understanding of what is going on. We may “know ourselves” better through certain thought-based practices, but to insist on putting on someone’s sunglasses to see the world is advice I cannot tolerate.

Your advice sounds like self-imposed mind control along a certain idea of what is “good” or “virtuous” behavior or a way of being. I don’t think that we can “align” to our “highest selves” if we are following the advice of someone’s idea of what is good. There are plenty of practical, earthly arguments why we are already compassionate and why generosity and mercy make practical social sense. To ascribe some sort of ineffable spiritual value to cultivating these things is to attempt to define an unseen force or power (and what it wants from us), and to try to define that unseen power (and what it wants from us) is to assume unseen dominance over others. When you argue that it is our good and our goal to embody certain traits, do you claim to know what God wants for us?

I wonder that if by warping the mind to such a specific track of goodliness, we leave room for evil to grow within ourselves via the resentment of the rejected self.

For me, again, the biggest issue is this: How do I know what my highest virtues are when I’m told that the way to “align to my highest self” is to embody a very specific list of personality traits and actions prescribed by someone else? Who are you to tell me that my worth lies not in whatever I say it is and instead what I give to others?

The surface-level message is that you do not need to follow your ideas of redemption to be redeemed: Jakub did not need to redeem himself and his father's name through a great act of public civil service; he was redeemed through the love of his wife.

Hanuš needed to teach him this, and his wisdom is in the "how" rather than the "what" - while he explains to Jakub or tries to get him to see his psychological conflict regarding his wife and his work, it's not until Jakub learns to be different through physically living with Hanuš. Physically, Hanuš is remarkably dissimilar from humans in certain ways (he's literally a giant spider) - and yet he is exceedingly gentle, curious, and enjoys the same simple pleasures we do (the food, the machine noise).

If you watch this really studying how Adam Sandler's physicality changes, you can see there is a really great shift in how he literally "handles" reality.

There's a lot of poetry you could get into when you think of this movie as a fantasy (rather than science fiction) and so Hanuš as a personification of Jakub's shadow side: literally a giant "nasty" who shows him the way to living a better life. I really appreciate this post, because I'd thought of some things that I'd liked about this movie but hadn't been forced into writing them out. Cheers!

Some people find spiritual comfort in Alan Watts. I turn out to be more a fan of Nietzsche...guess I'm just different.

"Backworldsmen"

"The Despisers of the Body"

both from Thus Spake Zarathustra

This is the motivation I need

There’s got to be some width/height/print size ratio that makes sense. I have a few turkey sandwich sized pocket paperbacks with teeny tiny print and it’s just like, man, I think I’d take a slightly taller book at this rate.

I still have food poisoning 😭

Pocket paperbacks?

I have food poisoning 😭

The book The Feminine Mystique by Betty Friedan is likely the source material for the perspective you are criticizing.

Friedan emphasizes the widespread malaise and discontent of college educated women who are barred from the workforce or are otherwise marginalized on account of pregnancy and motherhood (herself as a writer included). This is accomplished via mostly firsthand interviews if I recall. It is more about a lack of vocational fulfillment (exacerbated by higher education and intellectual capacity). There was a more recent anthropology text (I can’t recall the name) that I read part of that implied it is a cross-species phenomenon for females to need to have work in addition to motherhood as part of a psychology of individuated success.

Motherhood is arguably the most important job in the world. However, there is evidence to suggest that women need work outside of motherhood to feel fulfilled as individuals. My own grandmother, who was more a “housewife” in the sixties, ended up working as her husband’s business partner and has always emphasized to me the importance of working as it relates to mental health. I remember vividly her mad dash to bridge the gap of fulfilling activity in her life following retirement. Her perspective is that women who do not have some work outside of child-rearing mentally suffer compared to women who do.

Super fascinating article (though the writing was tedious as heck). I think when we are encouraged to value a utilitarian perspective over the sanctity of the individual perspective, there isn't an actual moral fabric to rest on or start from. It's my understanding that ethics are handed down from other people, and morality depends on individual perspective & choice.

My impression is #1 is trying to elevate his idol; #2 is seeking refuge/relief; #3 is seeking sanctuary. My perceptions here (on #1 and #2 particularly) are highly influenced by my cultural/political upbringing. #4 is smugly pleased, although he appears ready for action in the world.

In other words, 1-3 are more/less asking for something and probably also “giving” something back - to ask is to concede inferiority/lack. That act of giving power to the “worshipped” is I think what is colloquially understood as religious worship. I just wonder if these examples are bit anemic compared to the otherwise secular use of the word as in “to worship a lover.”

If we could be a little liberal and imaginative, could we make up a story where #4 actually “worships” life because he is willing to do what it takes to act within it and fulfill life’s desires?